I’m tired, I really am, I’ve tried nothing but my hardest my whole entire life and I still get the short end of the stick. Always. Even when I think things are going to turn around and start getting better there’s always something. I’ve done what I’ve always thought was right, why is that so bad that I’m getting punished? Even now, I finally can breathe and be happy, I’m in school, I have friends, I have a job, yet…I can’t get the diploma I wanted and worked two hard years for because of a vengeful person, some of my friends really don’t treat me like they really even care, And now because of all this, because I decided to stand up for myself and be an adult, I can’t go to the college I want to because I have to stay in a stable job and make enough money to put myself though school. It’s not fair. I see kids that do nothing, but just sit around and do nothing but pointless activities and they get anything and everything they want, they get into good school’s, all paid for by there parents and they didn’t even have to lift a finger. Not one. Their car, gas, food, bills. All paid for. Plus they’re spoiled with anything they need. I have NO gas, food or money for anything I need. And even when I get paid, All of that’s going to my school fund. I work so hard for very little. And I’m sick and fucking tired of it. Every time I talk to someone about this they always say the exact same thing, “It’ll get better.” When? I didn’t know I had to wait half my lifetime to freaking get one break. I’m not a spoiled little brat who has no curiosity for people who actually work hard for what they need. Why am I always at the short end?